Its spent a long time coming, this post. Not that I didn't have stories to write about but a lot has been happening in my life and it has sort of taken me by whirlwind. Some good, some bad but most awesome so I guess I got a good deal.
What I want to touch base about today however is on a sad note and I hope you will all bear with me on this one. A close friend of mine just lost his mother to cancer. Just that one statement says a lot. Honestly sometimes something hits you so hard you just have no way of even letting it out. Just as I got to work today I found out through Facebook that another of my friends passed away in his sleep yesterday. Wednesday the 18th of April seemed determined to push me into sadness.
So far its around 1:26pm and I think I'm getting by on robot mode. I had breakfast when I came into work and I had lunch too but I have to search my memory to really remember what I actually had. I look at people around me and wonder how life can just go on without a small tear in its regularity. Today would have certainly been a good day for those ugly morning showers so they can match my feelings.I'm not a heathen but some days I confess that I have a hard time understanding why things have to be the way they are.
Rest in Peace. May God grant you a special place in the heavens. <3
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