I WISH

I wish I wasn't
In love with you
So that walking away
Would be easy

I can't bear to
Stay anymore
Yet
I can't stand
Living without you

When you take my love
And throw it back
In my face
I almost believe
I could leave
Almost.....

But you're always quick
To say sorry
And I'm just as fast
To forgive you

And just as sure
As the wind blows
We're back to square one
Rewriting our life
On a new page
Yet, it's the same old story

I wish you didn't make me so weak
I wish you didn't know me so well
I wish I didn't love you
Then walking away
Would be easy.

Love Madly

I am in love that's all I can say.
I thought it was fleeting, but here it stays.
My heart pounds, no rest
I fear it'll rip out of my chest.
This dream...
This dream fills me
I scream, I shout,
I giggle with glee.
I weep, I moan, I curse
Oh what the heck
Call me a nurse!!
This dream....
This dream thrills me

Bridal Showers and Wide Open Eyes

For the first time in my life I had the chance to attend a bridal shower. A very good friend of mine from high school is getting married in a few days so we surprised her with a shower. I don't really know what pre-conceived notions I had of pre-nuptial ceremonies but I have to admit it was pretty nice.

It wasn't the expected guys-in-tight-clothes-struggling-to-get-out-of-them-for-your-viewing-pleasure kind of thing either. It was a mature heart to heart filled with memories, advice and lots of laughter. Who knew you could get so much enlightenment from a group of females carrying various naughty gifts to present to the bride :) (the naughty gifts are tradition).

In short, i loved it and I'm thinking of doing my own before-the-guy-has-even-thought-of-proposing-but-in-the-hopes-that-he-does bridal shower :) hehehehe anything is possible, I could start a new trend. Be sure you heard it here first.

Happy wishes for a great life to my good friend Karen and her Mr.Karen,Nyamu.